Memories consume
like opening the wound
I'm picking me
apart again
You all
assume
I'm safe here
in my room
Unless I try to
start again
I don't want to
be the one
The battles
always choose
'Cause inside
I realize
That I'm the one
confused
I don't know what's
worth fighting for
Or why I have to
scream
I don't know
why I instigate
And say what
I don't mean
I don't know
how I got this way
I know
it's not alright
So I'm breaking
the habit
I'm breaking
the habit tonight~
Clutching
my cure
I tightly
lock the door
I try to catch
my breath again
I hurt much more
than anytime before
I had no options
left again
I don't want to
be the one
The battles
always choose
'Cause inside
I realize
That I'm the one
confused
I don't know what's
worth fighting for
Or why I have to
scream
I don't know
why I instigate
And say
what I don't mean
I don't know
how I got this way
I know
it's not alright
So I'm breaking
the habit
I'm breaking
the habit tonight
I'll paint it
on the walls
'Cause I'm the one
at fault
I'll never fight
again
And this is
how it ends
I don't know what's
worth fighting for
Or why I have to
scream
But now I have
some clarity
To show you
what I mean
I don't know
how I got this way
I'll never be alright
so I'm breaking
The habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking
the habit tonight~