Just fifty in the slots should do it I feel lucky today
If I win this time and break even then
they won’t have anything to say to me
So earlier this year I knew we drifted apart
And what started out as new
interests lead to indifference for us
But all your sighing heavily and semi silent mutterings
Are another guarantee that it’s too late to stop me
Because fifty in the slots should do it I feel lucky today
I would stop if I just wanted to you just can’t stop
And I know it makes you sick
I don’t want to or maybe I can’t leave it alone
But do you really think
there’s a way home when you’re this far gone
I know that you took all my money
and fucked me over for rent
It doesn’t matter if you pay me
back you can’t make up for this
You skulk around and you play making friends
And sometimes I think you even fool yourself
Because fifty in the slots should do it I feel lucky today
And you know it makes me sick I just can’t stop
I don’t want to or maybe I can’t leave it alone
But do you really think there’s a way home
when you’re this far gone
It’s not too late