Jealousy is raining down on me right now
as the fear of losing you is setting in
But I'll continue to do my best although it's scary
Wondering if this will be my very first time
to lose and not to win
And I've got no back up plan but I'm not a quitter
I try to scream but I can't breathe
Can anybody hear me?
I try to dream but I can't sleep
Can anyone shield me?
I shut my eyes and hold my cries to myself
My pride's in the shitter but I'm not a quitter
Confidence is coming back to me right now
and the strength in earning you I'm comin' to
Cause I've continued to do my best although it was scary
Wondering if this will be my very first time
to win and not to lose
And I had no back up plan but I'm not a quitter