I lose my hold as all the pieces start to unfold
And now I see where this started to get away from me
Around my neck pressure holds it's grip so tightly
And I regret everything that I said
But it feels alright
I might as well be dead
I do this every night
You can't understand how hard it is to be in bad business
But it feels alright
I might as well be dead
I do this every night
And you can't understand I'm twisted inside I can't explain why
I let go and then I lose control
And I'm falling faster than I'd really like
Down I go further out of control
But it makes no sense to give up at this height
I just need a sign to tell me I'm alright
Locked in the waiting room my time is coming soon
There's no more life in me I'm tied to catastrophe
But it feels alright
I might as well be dead
I do this every night
And you can't understand I'm twisted inside I can't explain why
I let go and then I lose control
And I'm falling faster than I'd really like
Down I go further out of control
But it makes no sense to give up at this height
I just need a sign to tell me I'm alright
No rewards no excuses
There's no life left in me
No fortune and no favours
There's no one here to save us
I hide under the weight
Because I'm so ashamed
How could I be so wrong
Where did this feeling come from
I let go and then I lose control
And I'm falling faster than I'd really like
Down I go further out of control
But it makes no sense to give up at this height
I just need a sign to tell me I'm alright