Wow, demxntia!
I just wanna know where my mind is at
It's somewhere in between
being happy and sad
I wish that I could take away
the pain from my friends
But everybody knows
that it never ends, man
I can barely help myself,
forget everyone else
Giving out advice I barely follow myself
I just wanna disappear f* heaven or hell
6 o'clock in the morning eyes
glued to my cell
Bloodshot red got a pain in my head
I can never sleep,
I'm making music instead
Lookin' in the mirror think
I'm halfway dead
Or almost there
I don't even think I care but
Mom's gettin'
worried at the habits I have
I apologize for everything in the past
Doin' "f* shit every day"
skippin' all of my classes
But I'm glad it's workin' out,
let me pay you back
Every time I drop a song
people ask if it's sad
And everybody spam my shit
only for a collab
But I don't f* with anybody unless
you're one of my brothers
And if I barely work with them then
Why the f* should I bother with you?
And I'm gettin' tired of all of this
Bullshit that comes
with the things that I do
F* up my voice just to make a new
Song every day so
this dream comes true
But honestly forget all that,
I can buy the shit I want
Because I'll make it back
Replace the pain with Y-3's
in the triple black
Call it first-degree murder
when I kill this track
Crescent moon on my wrist
I'm alive in the night
If the reaper tryna take me
I'ma put up a fight
Everybody's sus
so I keep my circle tight
Don't pretend to be my friend
and get the f* out my sight, yuh