The tears run down your cheekbones
I feel sorry for you
But I'm too fucking selfish to say I do
I'm a rain cloud
And the sun is shining right through me
I'm trying to be different
You look at me and see an open window
That let you in
I see myself as this locking door
Without a key to take a chance on me
Today I ripped myself wide open
And I saw that my heart isn't as fucked as I recalled
It's still blunt
It's sorely stitched to my old ways
I thought it was buried but it's just stuck
To my old ways
I'm a rain cloud
And the sun is shining right through me
I'm trying to be something else
You look at me and see an open window
That let you in
I see myself as this locking door
Without a key to take a chance on me
Shaking in the driver's seat
Staring at the dashboard
I'm holding myself back
While you're trying to break me open
I'm holding myself back
While you're trying to break me open
Please just stay
Please just stay
You see an open window
That let you in
I see myself as this locking door
You look at me and see an open window
That let you in
I see myself as this locking door
Without a key
You look at me and see an open window
That let you in
I see myself as this locking door
Without a key to take a chance on me
To take a chance on me
To take a chance