I'm not free
Least not constantly
Got a heart that beats on
For wanting something
Call me for the wrong information
I'll play sensei
Confused 10 ways
I'm not free
And it's hard to see
What my heart might eat
Once it's gotten hungry
Call me for commiseration
On useless days
Get toothless takes
My friend what can I say
Rent's too high in LA
If my place can't fit my instruments
Well then I cannot play
I got reasons I obey
I got reasons I don't state
I foresee but then my seeing gets deceiving
Well okay
Would trust the feel
Can't trust my pride
Hands on the wheel
Then I text
So I might die
Blackrock buys real estate
I buy two sides
Then eat half my meal
My stomach's smaller than my eyes
Keep recalling all my why's
And the price of compromise
I want all of it inside
Hollow wallet it's a vibe
My psychologist is right
I don't follow her advice
I'm still stallin' stayin' calm
But is it solace or a lie
It's right there
It's unstable
It still won't quite compute
Who cares man
God won't apologize to you
It won't go down easily
With those cops that wait
Behind a face pacin
Sayin' let's do this peacefully
With their statement loaded
They chase when we're slowest
Pond scum sucks up oxygen
When the sun's gone past the roof
Man how does all this bullshit live
When it can't survive the truth
Who won
Who wants me
Oh I'm sick to death of those two
This restless cynical hunting
Hang dog look I can't cut loose
Need that new pump bought and
Operatin’
Till the water's face looks new
Then I'll dive through
Find what's bottomless quiet
And desperately overdue