Not sure if you’ll hear this
but I really thought
I’d end up with you
It’s too late to say this
but I never had
someone quite like you
after we parted
Oh baby
maybe we were young
maybe it was all on me
Oh baby
maybe you’d be hating me
oh well it’s much more likely
you don’t care at all but
You will always be the first boy I ever loved
and I’ll always be the first one you cried for
and you’ll always be the one that
has opened the heart of a scared girl
I still care boy
I’d like to think of you as first love
though I didn’t really know how to love
You showed me
how good this can get
and how bad this hurts
I dived in cause of you
and learned it all from you
Oh maybe
maybe we were wrong
maybe it was all a lie
Oh baby
maybe you’d be missing me
well it’s much more likely
you don’t care at all but
You will always be the first boy I ever loved
and I’ll always be the first one you cried for
and you’ll always be the one that
has opened the heart of a scared girl
I still care boy
I still care
I still care
How would I
How would I not
I feel bad
I do have all these dreams
where we try
all that we didn’t
maybe I didn’t
Do my best
I feel bad
but I’ll never paint it black
oh all the love we had
Oh you’ll always be the first boy I ever loved
and I’ll always be the first one you cried for
Oh you’ll always be the one that
has opened the heart of a scared girl
I still care boy