I’ve  been  dreaming  wide  awake
parts  of  me  i  tried  to  shake  still  remain
i  can’t  stay  in  one  place  or  state  of  mind
for  more  than  a  while
always  losing  sight  moving  on  despite,
these red warning signs have i gone colorblind,
feels like i’m dying, i think i’m just bored again,
oh,  I  get  caught  in  my  emotions
can’t  help  but  feel  it  all,
i  try  to  let  you  in
you  know  I  just  can’t  focus,
and  i’m  tired  of  being  tired  of  being  tired  of  being,
this  confused
running  again,  beginning  to  think,  I*ve  become
my  worst  enemy
Holding  onto  lies,
you  told  me,  never  listen  to  yourself  at  night
I  fall  in  the  deep  end,
i’m  not  waving,  but  drowning,
you  would  think,  by  now
I’d  learned  to  swim
I’m  losing  sight
Moving  on  despite,
these  red  warning  signs,  have  i  gone  colorblind
feels  like  i’m  dying,  i  think  i’m  just  bored  again
oh,  I  get  caught  in  my  emotions
can’t  help  but  feel  it  all,
i  try  to  let  you  in
you  know  I  just  can’t  focus,
and  i’m  tired  of  being  tired  of  being  tired  of  being,
this  confused
running  again,  beginning  to  think,  I’ve  become
my  worst  enemy
Wish  I  could  explain,  pathways  in  my  brain
they  narrowed  down  again,
for  better  or  for  worse  all  my  blessings’s  cursedand  i’m  in  this  till  the  end
oh,  I  get  caught  in  my  emotions
can’t  help  but  feel  it  all,
i  try  to  let  you  in
you  know  I  just  can’t  focus,
and  i’m  tired  of  being  tired  of  being  tired  of  being,
this  confused
running  again,  beginning  to  think,  I’ve  become
my  worst  enemy