I bloomed too many times… now nothing grows.
He touched my lips,
I didn’t fight
I whispered stay
but lost the light
No grip,
no flame
My hips still moved,
but not the same
I said use me
(he held still)
I said break me
(he just felt real)
I wanted moans,
but got silence
I chased the noise,
then begged the silence
You didn’t take me,
you made me freeze
I touched your love,
and dropped my knees
No bloom,
just bone
I moved so soft,
but came alone
No light,
just dim
I begged in gold,
but broke in skin
He said breathe
I said done
He stayed still
—I tried to run
My hips still danced,
but the song was gone
He touched my fear,
but never came along
One step too deep,
I broke inside
I faked the moan,
but still cried
No voice,
just scratch
I marked my name
inside his match
He whispered love
—I whispered leave
And smiled
while I grieved
I wanted pain
but found the void
He pulled me close,
and I got destroyed
No bloom,
just ash
He came in calm,
I broke in crash
No bloom,
just bone
I moved so soft,
but came alone
No light,
just dim
I begged in gold,
but broke in skin
He said breathe
I said done
He stayed still
—I tried to run
One bloom
(one lie)
No climax
(just cry)
One touch
(no flame)
Just loss
(no name)
This was the last bloom. I didn’t survive.
IG.2 died in rhythm and left no sound.