I was in this situation
Talking everyday
Naming all our kids
I know all about your family
And your previous abandonment
Makes sense that you're afraid of commitment
And just kept me wishing
Had me wrapped around your finger and I hated it
At least I wasnt afraid to jump
At least I didnt just say what you wanted
At least I didnt lead you on
Least I took care of your emotions
I'm allowed to say it hurts
Even if it meant nothing to you
I won't apologize for all the ways I moved around you
I'm not embarrassed or stupid
For falling apart
I think it's beautiful I let myself
Fall this hard
You gave me all the signs now
That you wanted this
Then you turn around and tell me that you're damaged
And you need a little space now
You got off on my attention and craved it
Didn't care I was breaking
You had me bending over backwards and I hated it
At least I wasn't afraid to jump
At least I didn't just say what you wanted
At least I didn't lead you on
Least I took care of your emotions
I'm allowed to say it hurts
Even if it meant nothing to you
I won't apologize for all the ways I moved around you
I'm not embarrassed or stupid
For falling apart
I think it's beautiful I let myself
Fall this hard
I'm not crazy if I'm crying
Trying to forget you feels like dying
I'm not crazy if I'm crying
Had no label but it was something
I'm allowed to say it hurts
Even if it meant nothing to you
I won't apologize for all the ways I moved around you
I'm not embarrassed or stupid
For falling apart
I think it's beautiful I let myself
Fall this hard