I miss you now
I guess like
I should have missed you then
My body moves
Like curtains waving in
and out of wind
In and out of windows
I can't untangle I can't untangle
What I feel and
what would matter most
I can't get close and I
I can't get close
And now there's just no point
In reaching out for me
In the dark
It won't be easy to find relief
In the dark
I'm just no good at giving relief
And I'm not proud
That nothing will  
seem easy about me
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life
Telling you I don't need
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life
Telling you I don't need
I'll tell you now
I guess like
I should have told you then
The thunder moves
Like damn drawers slamming  
in my frame
Slamming in my framework
I can't untangle I can't untangle
What I know and  
what should matter most
I can't get close and I
I can't get close
And now there's just no point
In reaching out for me
In the dark
I'm just no good at giving relief
In the dark
It won't be easy to find relief
And I'm not proud
That nothing will  
seem easy about me
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life
Telling you I don't need
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life
Telling you I don't need
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life
Telling you I don't need
But I promise this
I won't go my whole life
Telling you I don't need