in this holy emptiness
i am yearning
searching for my bitterness
got me learning

i can't beat you to feel the same
don't have the knowledge
enter a state of guilt and shame
kind of bondage

when you came through that door
this was burning

i feel and i fear

i fear that you will leave me
is that forbidden feelings
i cry when you despise me
is that forbidden feelings
it hurts when you discrase me
is that forbidden feelings

or am i just selfish