I stopped drinking, don't smoke weed
I wanna know me sober
My friends think I’m boring now
Guess I'm getting older
I stopped talking to my dad
Weight lifted from my shoulders
I'm better off not seeing him
But maybe when I’m older
Loved my grandma so damn much
She died when I was twelve
If she knew that I kiss girls
Would she love me still?
Mm
Saw my sister graduate
I'm proud of her, I told her
Saw her through her first heartbreak
Guess she's getting older
My friend's mother died last week
I didn't get to know her
She was only fifty-five
That's not even old
My girlfriend says I'm too closed off
I'm trying not to be
I don’t wanna reach the end
And not be the best of me
Mm
If I could find the younger me
I’d hug them and I'd hold them
Say, "You have everything you need"
I am okay getting older